cant believe this, but i think im growing out of my naughtiness for real, unwittingly. i have clubbed, drank, gotten high, played enough in these few years, and i just dont find it exciting anymore. right when all my friends are enjoying all these vices/relationships. this is really wierd. like. i dont see the point of getting shit drunk and grinding some guy if im not into him in reality. give me ____ and i will f-ing grind him til i turn sore. but other than that, i dont really care.
or maybe i have been like that all along, just that it was always tempting for me to touch forbidden fruit, and now that i am free to do all these things, i find them stupid.
whenever i do any of those things listed above, its all for my friends. not for some horny stranger. and i think im uber cool.
