its the time of year that i love best, christmas. every year, the whole of november up to jan, the light drizzle, the huge and exorbitant christmas trees just seep into you this wonderful feeling that cant be explained. maybe its from watching love actually so many years back when i was a secondary 2 student forming my ideas about love. its not a date, its a feeling. and that is christmas. that very feeling is exacerbated if you have someone to walk under the lights with. and its enough just even to have that fantasy. as long as you can put a face to the person.

but before that special period, STUDY. dec 11. be nice to me.

this christmas i doubt i will physically have someone, but thats the beauty of it. in reality, nothing is perfect. but in the world of dreams, it becomes magic. as long as i have someone to look at from afar and to put in my mind before i close my eyes, im content.

and its better to have a million friends than to have one person, for now. that can come later. but first, MAMBO!