back to the chronicles and life and times of LJY. soap operatic as usual, and no drama is spared. i must say i have contemplated suicide and all other things included to decrease the pain i injected into them. but nah. ive got a bright future after all.

although no one is perfect, some are more suitable than others. and whenever one feels an ounce of hurt, i feel 10. so everything is just harder than ive ever known it could be. but come what may. and this is just all part of growing up. sorry. really. to both.